Is what I'm fighting for what I'm fighting with?
Is what I'm fighting for what I'm fighting with?
To a degree, it has been instilled in me to be a person of status: a doctor or a lawyer. My mum's preference was for a doctor, because then I would be able to look after her in her old age.
However, I seem to repeatedly avoid opportunities, dodge chances that may take me beyond where I am at. I have never taken the one big chance that would either make or break.
Why, though?
Am I afraid of success? Is there something about having responsibility that scares me?
Or am I afraid of failure? If I don't try to succeed, then I can't possibly fail.
Yet, I want to be a person of success.
Is what I'm fighting for what I'm fighting with?
To a degree, it has been instilled in me to be a person of status: a doctor or a lawyer. My mum's preference was for a doctor, because then I would be able to look after her in her old age.
However, I seem to repeatedly avoid opportunities, dodge chances that may take me beyond where I am at. I have never taken the one big chance that would either make or break.
Why, though?
Am I afraid of success? Is there something about having responsibility that scares me?
Or am I afraid of failure? If I don't try to succeed, then I can't possibly fail.
Yet, I want to be a person of success.
Is what I'm fighting for what I'm fighting with?

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